Exhausted

My, what a whirlwind of a trip. I am back home in the States and it has been some ridiculous jet lag, no sleep, and worse sickness then when I first got to India. But God is so...good. I can't even begin to describe the beauty and the miracles I saw Him work in India. I am physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally exhausted..but I wouldn't have it any other way. It's really hard to have to go back to work so soon, I have a feeling this won't help me get over jet lag being up til 11 working ha.
But it's ok. I just want to rest. Rest in Him. Just simply..rest. I don't want to even process...it's really hard for me to process after an intense trip to a place like India. I feel that if I don't look at the photos...my heart won't have to break for those people again. I want it to, it's just so hard.
ohh and Avanthika. What a beautiful thing it was seeing her again. I feel God gave me so many promises for her. She's going to be okay. However, that orphanage is still an evil place, and those babies need protection they aren't getting. I wish there was more I could do from here. But there isn't other than pray.
This is going to be a rough time.